Just think of me & I'll be there...

Another day..

Had a real bad day yesterday and couldn't sleep for the whole night. Well, don't wish to elaborate any further here cos its nothing to be proud about. Thanks for those showing concern to me after knowing I was sad over it. Come across this poetry and wish to share with all of my friends. There you go...

You're my friend because you're always there,
If there's sadness around or in the air,
At night, in the morning or anytime of day,
You're there to cheer me up and chase the sadness away.

I just want to thank you for all you've done,
You've helped me through a lot, you're really number one.
Thanks for all the good times that we share,
It shows that you're one who really does care.

Thanks for being there when time got rough,
You make it easier when times get too tough
Thanks for being there each and every day,
Thanks for being you in that very special way.

9/17/2007 10:24:00 PM
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A song which I wish to share...

真的要丢掉昨天的不快乐
真的要把过去放在角落
必须往前走必须学着让自已成熟
有风有雨的路前面还有
要怎么选择属于我的生活
站在原地不动或者叹息年华易老

出发到另一个新的地方
生命的过程就像一篇故事
记住我曾经那样的为你心动
记住我的梦想我的努力我的真心

出发到另一个新的地方
不能永远抓紧回忆不放
该面对的总要坦然的去面对
不该是我的终究还是要让它自由

真的要丢掉昨天的不快乐
真的要把过去放在角落
必须往前走必须学着让自已成熟
有风有雨的路前面还有
要怎么选择属于我的生活
站在原地不动或者叹息年华易老

出发到另一个新的地方
生命的过程就像一篇故事
记住我曾经那样的为你心动
记住我的梦想我的努力我的真心
出发到另一个新的地方
不能永远抓紧回忆不放

该面对的总要坦然的去面对
不该是我的终究还是要让它自由
oh......
该面对的总要坦然的去面对
不该是我的终究还是要让它自由

9/12/2007 09:45:00 PM
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2nd week of the global 'live' new system

The global 'live' has been driving everyone crazy for the past 2 weeks. In fact, we have been almost crazy even before the 'live' started. From the beginning of this year, we have running and doing lot of testings and demos over the new system. Its even more pressurized when the management set deadlines and quotas to meet. And finally, here we are..

Supposingly, new system should have been better than the old one we are using. Regret to say, its not friendly user but bringing more problems to us. The IT side really making our life very much 'easlier'! During the testings, we bring up all the errors which need to be rectify and improved. After many much of testings which they required us to do so, we start the real 'live' system.

1st day of new 'life', already problems here and there. Emails sending here and there to ask them to rectify the problems. All of these taken much of our time as we need to attach those errors files to them! One problem solved and there comes another one. Everyday experiencing repeated and new errors. Why is it so??? Doesn't all those repeated errors should have been solved long time ago? And its really giving us headaches... I can hear my dept and the rest of them complanining about this system. Especially my dept, cos we are are the front line-Customer Service. Liase alot with customers, agents, sales, other vessels operators etc.

Time is really not enough to get all the things done in 1 day while struggling with the old and new system. Imagine, we have to input all the rates to new system, save data at both old and new system, answering those weird and silly calls, doing alots of checking of docs, clearing and replying alots of emails everyday, etc.. etc..

By end of each day, tired, stressed and drained out... And my temper and mood hasn't been good either. Don't even have the energy to do any 'ECA'. Just simply want to go home fast, eat and sleep. I felt asleep almost everyday after dinner... and wake up to have shower after that.. too tired. Having nightmares too.. phobia of going to work.. gosh, this is not a good thing.. Bad.

Nevertheless, I tell myself to look at the bright side. Eventually, things will get better. But, will I be able to hang on till then? I hope so... bless me.

9/06/2007 10:15:00 PM
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Here I am.. BACK!

Its been quite sometime since my last blog. Wanted to update it a few times but was lazy to do so and dont know where should I start. But finally, here I am.. back again and do some changes to make this blog alive! But I have forgotten how to insert music..

Indeed, this year is much better compared to the last few years. Although there are still some hipcups along the way, but still can survive through. Work has been busy always and its getting more recently. Feel really stressed out at times and nearly wanted to scream out in office. But of course, I didnt do that ;p However, dont want to elaborate any further regarding of work cos it will another long essay to go.

I am happy that I went to a few places for holiday this year. Korea trip with parents and relatives, Shanghai incentive trip with co, Malaysia trip to friend's house and maybe Bangkok trip next month PLUS the bintan retreat for Christmas! Cool...

On the other hand, I am looking forward to my Christmas holiday and year end bonus! Thats my motivation to keep me going on for my work. Its been really really tough but I will hang on tight and move on. Wish me then...

Ok folks, thats all for now. Will make an effort to update this blog more often. So.. stay tuned!