Its been long since the last time I haf updated my blog...dun noe where to start now.. Well, probably I will juz summarise during this more than 1 mth 'missing' essay.

Suppose to go to my fren's place for dinner & party but my cousins came.. got to 'entertain' them.. bought some party poppers & light sticks. And supposingly, those things are for for my fren's party which I haf promise to bring over for them.. but end up having 'party' at my house with my cousins! ( of course had a scolding frm my frenz of being not able to attend cos they haf prepare food for me.. Sori abt dat pals..) Had fun during the new year's eve countdown. It was also my ex-colleague bday & had 2 celebration together at mdm's wong. Of course the bday girl got drunk!! Its her 21st bday somemore.. ahahaaaa.. seems like, normally bday person will get drunk esp having celebration at clubs! Is it a traditional??? Haf to look after fer.. and its quite tiring.. ( now, i can fully understand hw my frenz feel whenver they haf to take care of me when i drunk.. hard for them.. tks do much pals for taking care of me during dat time! ) Went to chinablack after sending the bday girl back. ( bf come & fetch so its easlier..)

Jan is a busy mth for me as well... cos alot of ppl bday!! Aiyoh... my pocket really got a big big hole man.. Had 8 of frenz bday!!! Gosh... Almost every week got happy occasions huh.. had some celebrations.. some at pubs, some haf outings.. Went back to ex co as well.. ( dun remember which day liao.. ) Was there to haf lunch with a few ex colleagues & went up to off after dat. Hasnt been gg back ever since I left which is Apr 2004. But of course, have been meeting up with them every now & then. Had some chats, 38 ard, disturb abit.. hheeeee.. doesnt really chge dat much still.

Went to devils during the eve of hari raya haji with my usual kakis. Was there ard 9+.. dat day happen to haf the SHE Devils dancing bartop event. Well... ok lah.. dun really find it dat exciting as wat guys think.. ahahahaaa.. maybe I am a lady... dun haf much effect on me to see them dance!! Well... didnt get drunk but was abit high.. I have warn myself not to get drunk on dat day!! My other frenz came over ard 12+. And I was gg ard to diff tables..

Went to JB on sat ( 22/01) with 2 frenz. Was still abit sleepy cos didnt had enuff slp on the other day.. cos my cousins & aunties came over.. every yr esp during these time, they will came over cos tehy went shopping at chinatown. My hse its like a child care centre for them.. they are so much more than happy man.. ahahaaaa.. didnt really do much when was at JB. As usual, went to haf a heavy & marvellous dinner!! Had those usual food whenever we go there.. wah.. so full... but this time, we didnt order as much as wat we order last time. Cos... trying to keep ourselves slim!! ;p

After all those fun & clubbing I had... I finally fall sick!! Was sick for almost 2 weeks cos till now still not yet fullly recovered!! omg.. And bcos I was sick. i missed out my fren's bday dinner.. forgetten dat it was my fren's bday when he called to ask me out for dinner with other frenz.. until 2day then i discovered!! Aiyoh.. so bad of me.. ( well... cant really blame mah.. cos i was sick.. didnt think dat much rite.. ) Got to make it up for dat! Get to noe they r gg to our usual club tmw!! Gosh... me still havent recover leh.. go again.. then my cny no need to celebrate liao.. got to think twice whether to go or not even though its a 'make up' session for my bday fren.

Had chge some furniture in my hse recently. Went to buy 'tao hua' & visit the golden pagoda buddhist temple with my mum on tue. Er.. 'tao hua'??? My mum bought it for me & my bro!!! She hope to hear some gd news this yr frm us!! ahhaaaa... i think my bro needs it more than me... cos he old liao.. my parents cant wait dat long!! ahahaaaa...

Went to market with my mum 2day to help her carry the ffod stuffs for the reunion dinner. Oh.. didnt noe it will be so heavy man.. I was standing infront of the fish stall waiting for my mum to pay and saw a man opp while selling his fishes & drinking beer at the sametime!! Wah sei.. power sia.. drink beer like drink water.. like dat also can do business.. aiyoh.. take my hat off lor.. suppose to buy drinks as well but the food stuffs too heavy liao.. got to bring it all back hm.

Was chatting with a fren thru msn, a jap fren studying in perth. She was vexed abt some matters and asked for my advise. I was rather feeling sad cos she doesnt haf many frenz over there. Her room-mate cum her buddy went back to jap last nov for hloday & wasnt back yet. She cant really turn to any1 there... Hw i wished i can go over to accompany her but not now.. havent got a job to stable down yet & cny coming which makes it even harder for me to go over. Even the air tickets prices r getting lower for flying to perth now.. haiz.. cant really help her. I can only chat with her now. Should spend more of my time to talk to her every now & then. The feeling of being at loss & lonely is miserable. Seems dat she is feeling low morale, lonely & sad.. & she said.. LIFE IS LIKE A DRAMA, she cant really get into it.. cos its hard & bitter for her. Haiz.. life is like dat. Juz haf to get thru it. God created fate & destiny for us. God created alot of paths for us. No matter which route we take, there's always obstacles out there to bring us down. BUT. most imptly, we cant gif up on ourselves no matter hw bad is the situation, hw ppl look down on us. We cant really fully control & chose our life but we can make it a better & happy life. Hw we can do it??? This is really a real tough tough task... wat to do..

Oh, juz b4 I end my blog... got to say happy belated birthday to mr KB ( 27/01 ), mr DYLAN, my bro ( 01/02 ), mr BAOSHAN ( 02/02 ) & happy birthday to mr ERNIE which is 2day.. May every1 of u haf all the blessings & happiness! And may my bro found his princess soon!!