Its time to move on.. Let it go?

When I wake up in the morning, really no mood and motivation to go to work. Not because of mon blues but when I think of getting into those junks work, I get stressed up and sick. Including something happened recently and another matter which I still couldn't let it go.. makes it worst. Was rather pissed off today and went back office late after lunch.. Really dragging myself to work. Now, I am starting to look for other jobs but haven't update my resume.. was thinking of what to write about my job scope.. FULL ONE STOP SERVICE! Do all the work!

Luckily, the time passed rather fast today. When I stepped out of office, the sky was so dark and looks like its gonna rain heavily. Every1 was rushing, walking at fast pace, even vehicles also driving fast, horning here and there. Managed to reach around my place before it rained.

Went to buy crystal for a colleague as she is leaving this Fri. Can see that she is getting more cheerful and with a face less stressful after tendering her resignation letter. People say crystal can change a person's luck, health or almost everything. As she has been poor in health, the rest of my colleagues agree to buy crystal for her and hope that it DOES help in improving her health. Me too, get a crystal for myself. And of course, it doesn't cost cheap... Hopefully, this crystal I bought for myself will help as well...

Was browsing thru my friendster and I saw something... something that makes my heartache again.. Why am I so useless?? Why am I still holding on?? Damn... rather hate myself for that.. In a way, I must admit... I hate to lose! When especially lose to some1 I know for long... Gosh.. when can I get out of this damn stupid mindset.. Been telling myself not to hear or see anything to do with 'THAT' matter.. but still...

GOD.. please guide me.. please wake me up and get on with my life with some1 whom is more worthy..

9/12/2005 11:26:00 PM
Truly Madly Deeply by Christine
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God will make a way.. for YOU for ME and for EVERYONE

By seeing my post title and hearing the background song, you might think that I am a christian. Well... I am not.. Get to know this song from someone whom I don't really like, funny isn't it? She told me about her life story sometime back and sang this song to me. She is actually my colleague. In a way, we do have conflicts & disagreements during work.. Don't really interact with her outside work but kinda strange that she shared with me about herself.

For all the posts I have posted so far, guess you people will realise that not much happy and nice posts I have. In life, there's always something that doesn't go in your way, in your manner. And we will start to question... why does it got to be in this way? why??? Why can't we live in harmony and happily? We can't please everyone nor we can make everyone loves you. But we can love those who loves you. Does LOVE comes with reasons or no?

Many unhappy things happened to me in recent years and haven't been getting my soul back.. I don't seems to know myself, I don't seems to be myself.. And what is the real me? I don't really know.. that's a sad thing.. Well, even so... I must pull myself up and continue my life journey. Even though I know the road infront of me is unpredictable, I won't let myself cos I know there's always someone there for me.. my beloved family, my beloved friends. Just like the song I have chosen to share with you all.. GOD will make a way.

Dear friends, let's be strong and be brave to move on... hang on there! There's still rainbows after the rain.


9/11/2005 08:30:00 PM
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