Long long way to go

Well, its not a smooth beginning year for me. Things don't work out according to my plan... same problems rising up once again. Those sad & bad feelings came back to me while I am still trying to get myself out of the shit pit. What else? RELATIONSHIPS, FRIENDSHIPS.. ships & ships.. CRAP!

Recently, didnt really write for my blog but juz putting up song lyrics as to express my feelings. Even though I am in the mist of the problems, I could still be a "counsellor", listener & advisor. In fact, when I am doing all these, I am trying to help myself as well. Sometimes, fate played pranks on ppl. Letting each other to meet & to know & to part.. Giving care & concern, gaining trust & understandings, building up a better relation but in the end... what do we gain? Do we always mind the ending or the process? Do we really know how to treasure only after we lost it? Do we always like to take things for granted? I guess human beings are all like this..

Its been almost a month since I have started work... glad that at least I have things to occupy me & holding a responsility in a way. But in the other hand, I am slogging for work since the very first day. I realised that I have overworked till the point I had nightmares relating to work! Feeling that I am being fool again to do extra work which is supposed not to be my roles... and even so, I keep telling myself that they are giving chances to learn & to thrive.. but after hearing what my frenz & my mum said, I guess its not the case. Its time for me to VOICE OUT! Must have a clear cut with them with regards to work. It won't be fair to me if I am doing more than my roles...

When will I have my successful career? Still a long long way to go...