Just think of me & I'll be there...

我的心真的受伤了

Loss of words.. guess song lyrics will help me to express it..

爱是什么不爱什么

爱了如何不爱如何

怎么形容从一开始就乱了理由

爱已经这样只好慢慢收

你爱上他就别再说谎

该留的留该放的放

我不求原因也不求代价

我不再受伤也不再回答

经过多少的路

你我之间变幻无数

在情感的国度

我只为你赴

纵然你身边陌生的脸

扰乱我们的脚步

我不在乎追逐你的全部

走过多少迷雾

问我到底何时觉悟

在情感的世界

我只为你哭

多少次你我面临末路

你说这是最初的错误

淌泪的心只愿为你付出

难道注定这是我们要走的路

所有的苦痛让我为你背负

我的心为你停驻被你俘虏

只怪自己对你执迷不悟

难道注定这是我们要走的路

可不可以让你把我看清楚

别让我永远追逐

不再孤独

陪你度过一生的路

最真的幸福

求你千千万万不要走

空的心假的意

欺骗我都无妨

我会小小心心的等待

从施舍从怜悯变成真爱

相爱难恨亦难

我的心碎了无痕

吻着你心就不会痛

永不怨永不变

永不永远也不问

伤更深情更真

3/29/2005 05:42:00 PM
Truly Madly Deeply by Christine Post a Comment (4)

Starting over again...Inseparable

And now we're starting over again

It's not the easiest thing to do

I'm feeling inside again

"Cause everytime I look at you

I know we're starting over again

This time we'll love all the pain away

Welcome home my lover and friends

We are starting over, over again

Inseparable, That's how we'll always be

Inseparable, For the rest of our years

It's so wonderful to know you'll always be around...

3/16/2005 06:03:00 PM
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Through the years... For family, lovers & friends

Through the years,

through all the good and bad

I knew how much we had,

I've always been so glad to be with you...

Through the years,

It's better every day,

you've kissed my tears away

As long as it's okay,

I'll stay with you...

Through the years...

Through the years,

when everything went wrong

Together we were strong,

I know that I belong right here with you...

Through the years,

I never had a doubt,

we'd always work things out

I've learned what love's about,

by loving you...

Through the years...

Through the years,

you've never let me down

You've turned my life around,

the sweetest days I've found with you...

Through the years,

It's better every day,

you've kissed my tears away

As long as it's okay,

I'll stay with you...

Through the years!

3/16/2005 01:36:00 AM
Truly Madly Deeply by Christine Post a Comment (3)

Fooling ME???!!!

Getting more & more upset & pissed off! Job thing! What the hell are they doing??!! I have waited like a fool for so long and still couldn't get an answer from them?! What is there to keep processing & processing?? Which I have to wait for nearly 3 mths for a post back in my ex-co??? Am I applying for a VP post? Chairman?? Goodness sake! Its just a simple post man! Giving me hope all these while.. telling me to wait patiently.. shouldn't be a pro for me to go back as the management have approved my application. So, what's next?? What is there to wait?? For a report from another department?? What's got to do with ME then??!! Not as if I am working for THAT department!

Oh my god!! I have even rejected a few interviews during these while, stop sending my resume & WAITING patiently just bcos I have decided to go back to my ex-co to work. I planned to start work beginning of this yr which is in JAN & now its already MAR, coming to APR!!! And yet, I am still hanging here!! This had made my study plan to delay again!! NOT AGAIN!! Sick & tired of waiting... I HATE TO WAIT!! TIME IS PRECIOUS FOR ME!! damn it!

When I called the manager again, asking him when can I actually have the reply & he said he got no idea! The management have not given him any reply so far! And if there's a better offer out there during these while, I can go for it. He won't blame me for turing down his offer!! WHAT THE F*** IS HE TALKING ABT??? What r u trying to hint??? Can't he chased after them?? And y can't they make an effort to least give me a call to let me know what's going on & how long I have to wait?? Y must I always be the 1 to call them to ASK for an ans??!! Fooling me?? Its just either YES or NO, dats all!! Don't drag my time, its totally UNFAIR to me!!! So, I am FOOL again!!! DAMN IT!

3/14/2005 04:31:00 PM
Truly Madly Deeply by Christine Post a Comment (2)

Believe in GOD Believe in YOURSELF

When ppl gets older, they become mature. And at the sametime, more & more problems arises. Stress over work, study, money, family, relationships... almost everything that could be involved in life. Whenever things go wrong, doesn't seem to work out as the way we wanted it to be or being betrayed, we feel angry, sad, disappointed & depressed... sometimes we might come to a stage of giving up ourselves.. telling oneself, this world is simply CRUEL & UNFAIR.. THIS IS LIFE! We came to this world to experience all sorts of feelings that happened during our life journey. And whoever that came into our life, walk through or just a passer-by, it will leave memories. Be it its sweet or sad memories, somehow they have make a difference in our life.

I would rather ppl being unfair to me than I am being unfair to them cos I don't want to hurt nor owe anyone. Respect for self, respect for others & responsibility for all your actions. Give ppl more than they expect & do it cheerfully instead of expecting from ppl. Life will be easiler if we don't expect so much. We live only ONCE. Live it best & well.

I would like to thank everyone-family, relatives, friends, colleagues & acquaintances who has walked into my life. My life would be empty without anyone of you. Whether you are willingly to walk till the end with me, its not important. Most importantly, I have you once in my life before & that's more than enough, more than contented. You ppl have presented those nice & sweet memories to my life. May GOD bless every single one of you...

3/09/2005 04:30:00 PM
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Fengshui, How much do you believe in that?

Suppose to get my TV repair today BUT bcos the man didnt bring of the parts & can't change! Already came late & still can't change! The best is when we called the customer service line the other time, that person didnt get our message correctly! Just simply put as our screen not clear as their remarks! Obviously, its not this case! My TV screen actually went totally blank & there's a burnt smell! So much difference compared to the cust service remarks! POOR SERVICE! Thus, I can't watch my shows again!! Got to wait..urgh!

My brother's uni friend came over to my house to see Fengshui. The moment I saw him, he gave me a fresh & master look, very different from the last few times I saw him. He came from a family of Fengshui master. He gave tips on improving my house Fengshui & said that crystals are actually good source of improving one's luck. Whether in health, wealth, career.. all aspects. But of course, must buy those REAL crystals. Obviously, I am going to get some for myself. I was thinking to myself... he really have those 'master' kind of look, like the "Ming Yi Fa Shi", face of kind-hearted soul, giving a feeling of calmness. Suddenly, I have the thoughts that one's fate is decided by GOD, its not by OURSELVES. Even though some people feel that 'Ren Ding Sheng Tian' but I think otherwise. Some people doesn't believe in Fengshui, almost don't believe in whatever tellings... They only believe in themselves. BUT, I would rather believe in those... not I am being superstitious but rather to believe than to be sorry.

There are still alot of people asking me about my job... getting abit sick of it already. As till now, I still haven't got any final confirmation from my ex-co yet!! Getting on my nerves now! If I still couldn't get any reply from them by this week, I will look for other jobs! Imagine I have to wait for about 2 mths for this job?! And all these, I have given up some interviews just bcos of waiting for them! I have to called them instead of they calling to follow-up on my 'status'! As though I am aplying for some VP post like that! Wasting my time. Kaoz! Those who are reading my blog, please stop asking me about the job thing. I know you all are concern but.. it makes me feel more pissed off.

3/01/2005 06:30:00 PM
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